Who do you want me to be?

I suppose at some point and time I lost myself. Losing who you are while trying to become one with someone is easy. You become this person who is a variation of you but also someone new.. You're not someone different you just picked up new ideas of what would make you more tolerable...wait... likeable.. not that I'm not likeable.. its just.. I dunno.. what funny things love does... it masks the unlikeable and makes it tolerable.. but when love dust settles and you're breathing and eye sight clears... you see things that were overlooked.. Not that you stopped loving.. your just not high off of love anymore.. you're still addicted.. you've just come down... So how do I get the high back... find myself..

Put together everything I've pulled apart and stripped down.. and find that rawness I've misplaced.. I've become complacent. Predictable.. Hardest thing to hear, is what your not doing right.. I think I've come to understand that you can't make everyone 100% happy with you.. but what you can do is try.. only thing about that is the more you try to be someone new and improved.. the old you the original version that attracted them to you becomes watered down.. so exactly what are you... who are you... good question..