I grew up depending on me... I had both mom and dad in the majority of my life... I loved.. but never have I loved a man so hard that I actually thought being with out that person would alter me... I often pretend being Superwoman.. You know the foundation that holds my family together. I want to be the reason why he rushes home, blows off every pathetic lonely broad that messed up and now wants back in... In a weird way I want to know things will fall apart when I ain't around... or I can keep things together when he isn't... It's not a bad thing to want to know your husband is whipped...
In his White Tee...the one he wore all day Yesterday...has a scent of BurBerry and sweat.... curled up on his side of the bed... breathing in the scent of him from his pillow... I miss him... It's funny we haven't been apart one night... I can't sleep... I missed him Running out of the bedroom tonight....when he realizes I am watching GA.. The past 2 days he made me soup...rubbed my belly.. kissed my forehead... and checked my temperature ...
Not sure why these tears are falling... He'll be back ... I guess it's the thought of being with out...The fact that I realize my life without him... Is meaningless...
and...
When he's not here I feel a little lost... My eternal GPS is off..oh...and I'm boring... as my soon to be 10 year old says... "When's dad coming back"...
Not soon enough
He is the foundation...
Renewed
14 years ago
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Whew that is a lot to admit... but if your truly happy I guess its a good thing to admit as well. YOu havent lost yourself in that love so that is the best feeling to have.
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